After years and years of study and gathering information "about" Life, the only thing "I," as a so called personality knows for sure is that there is an ever present “Impersonal Being” or “Presence” or "Pure Awareness," or "Super Intelligence" experienced as backdrop or Field. This Divine Emptiness or Field is THAT which learned language, "seeming" people, places and things, "now and then" move in and out of, come and go. Instead of knowing more "for sure," I know practically nothing at all.
Having said that, all "the worrisome, future, and past mind" can do is chatter on and on about what "seems to be" based on memory, and conditioned beliefs. It bases its statements on mere assumptions, and repeats something the mind "thinks" it has read about or has been told.
Knowing nothing, "something" here, wants to write about this "Universal Field of Being." This Field that is currently "experienced" as a silent, AWAKE and AWARE Presence. "IT" is experienced as "Aware Consciousness" in the morning immediately upon awakening, and during "present moment awareness" throughout the day. In those moments it is That which is Aware of Itself.
Within this vast Self there seems to be unlimited levels of Consciousness and alternate Realities. What is called "my life" the individuation of this One Power, is a seemingly impersonal composite which exists not separate from the One that IS. This One Life creates "through" all mental vehicles such as this. IT creates consciously, but most often to the the little "personality" unconsciously, moment by creative moment. The thought "my" life is only a momentary dream that appears and disappears "on its own" like everything else. The "story of a separate little me" is never separate from the One Being, being All That Is. The beginning and end of this "story character" is illusory in nature and fueled by thought. "My life" in reality is Totally Impersonal, "my life and your life, is Life, The One Life or One Being." "This" an "Eternal Impersonal Universal Field of Being or Intelligence," is always present and lights the way, vibrates and flows, and creates on every multidimensional level. IT is omni-present, and is a Multidimensional Being. In fact "This" seems to be intergalactic and includes millions and millions, perhaps billions of SYSTEMS, for IT knows no limit except that which IT pretends at some level of pure Being.
Having said all this, it reminds me of the the book that states "The Tao cannot be spoken" and then the author went on to write page after page "about" the Tao. Lets face it, Life is a great mystery and we are not what we appear to be. We are much less and much, much more than can ever be imagine. We are definitely much more than we have been told.
Perhaps "we" as the One Consciousness pretend to have forgotten more than we, as an individuation of the One, can ever remember, but like everything else, it too is by PERFECT DESIGN. "Forgetting" is how the game is played in "this" System of Reality of Consciousness for a while, perhaps eons. But eons to the One is like no time at all, for IT lives in simultaneous Now, timeless Reality. The only One Being that could play such a magical game of "hide and seek" a game of smoke and mirrors is love, pure "genius" Love it SELF, and guess what? "I am That, YOU am That!"
But what do "I" know? Nothing, nothing at all. That which wrote this is "something" that loves to express it Self now and then. This body mind is its puppet and vehicle of expression, while IT knows full well that nothing, absolutely nothing, is what it is named, what it is labeled, what it is called. When all is said and done what is left is silence. Sweet, sweet, Presence or silence, or Pure Awareness, as this moment unfolds before, and within IT. Deep inside, somehow we know that WHAT we are is the essence of Life. This essence is our true nature and is eternal. What we know with all our Being is that all is well. ALL IS WELL!
