Resting IN and AS Awareness Now

The "Voice"

2011-11-21T10:38:00.000-08:00

"This morning on 11-21-11 these words came; not as a flood, but as a soft and gentle breeze. Still asleep i heard this "Voice." Its words were softly spoken in a backdrop of immense Silence. Immediately i awoke and quickly grabbed a pen and paper before they got lost from awareness."

"I" appear as no thing,
yet I AM at the Heart of Everything.

I AM the drop called human Consciousness,
and I AM the Great Ocean; limitless and boundless.

I AM the One and only YOU.
The One you have always been.

The thing you "think" yourself to be,
is but a child of My immense imagination.

In your daily life you will find Me in the
Miracles of Synchronicity and where-ever love flows.

Be still! KNOW - I AM- GOD

NOTHING EVER HAPPENED

2011-04-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

Nothing ever happened in virtual reality. It is all something unnameable, something we call energy-in-motion. Step back and enjoy the show. Be kind, give friends and family a break. Leave them alone. Let them have their stories. Their beliefs. Relax. It's OK. Words are sounds. Let them be. Why not let then pass by? Keep quiet, watch, and let everyone know they are loved. The store clerk, your mother, the bank teller, your cat. Sing, drum, dance. Celebrate Consciousness, Life, the mystery and the unspeakable wonder. Love your Heart. Say "I love you" often to it. Watch how it responds.

YOU MATTER

2011-04-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

The words "You Matter" opened this Heart today. It turned inward to see, "The love that I Am, is the love I am looking from." In virtual reality, this already awake genie is simply overlooked. And, if in virtual reality, "a person, place or thing" demonstrates "more of" whatever love "says" it is, then why say anything? Why not just WATCH from the love You are looking from. :-) "This" love flows outward and inward like a Great Spiral. Simply relax and "stay put" as the One Love looking at it Self. Now, drop the words. Cease the naming and claiming. Pure Awareness is "here."

NO OWNERSHIP

2010-11-01T14:38:00.000-07:00

Thoughts appear and disappear

all by themselves

There is no ownership to be claimed,

because there is no owner

THE LAND OF SLAVERY

2010-10-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

WHAT YOU ARE is not of "The Land of Slavery." That land is powered by the dream-like state of the "All About Me" thought processes.

WHAT YOU ARE has no desire. Desires arise within THAT and belong to no one.

WHAT YOU ARE needs no definition. All definition is false and belongs to the dream-like state.

WHAT YOU ARE needs no talk. To talk is to pretend to be what you are not.

WHAT YOU ARE you will never know. Yet THAT is looking out without knowing anything.

"THE LAND OF SLAVERY" IS LIKE A MOVIE.

IT IS AS REAL AS "THE LAND OF OZ" OR

IT'S AS REAL AS YOU "BELIEVE" IT TO BE.

BE WHAT YOU ALREADY ARE

2010-10-22T11:03:00.000-07:00

"me" - "me" - "me" is the only enemy.

The nameless, formless, speechless, unlimited.....
here now is The Heart and the "I" - the "I Am" and
the "I am so and so." It's all happening on its own,
there is nothing to understand. Concepts only lead
to more meaningless concepts and appear to separate.

Ease of Being is Looking......and in the Looking
all this appears. It's all unified as One Whole. Life is
this AND this, not this OR that.

Who would you be without being some "idea" some
"body".... You would be what You are. Before any
idea, rest HERE. Knowing, not knowing are concepts.

Be what You already are. HOW CAN YOU NOT BE?

JUST WHAT IS

2010-10-20T18:01:00.000-07:00

When the eyes open in the morning, no one wakes up.
A set of meaningless ideas flow with the "me" "my" and
"mine" theme. Even the body is an "idea." This condition
is neither an advantage nor disadvantage. It is just
"what is." Like everything else in the dreamlike state...
choice-less. Be of good cheer, for THAT which
You are, THAT One which is LOOKING, is not an "idea"
and "eternally free."

ALREADY FREE

2010-10-18T14:16:00.000-07:00

Cheers to the One expressing it Self

as the one reading this blog

The message hidden within these writings is.......

'"YOU ARE ALREADY FREE"

It is the only message worth sharing

GIVE UP

2010-10-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

There is nothing to figure out!

Thoughts and ideas cause a division,

a separation, where there is none

There is no one to figure anything out

ANY "me" any "my" any "mine" is a phantom, an enemy

THE UNBORN YOU

2010-09-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

The unborn You is the only You that You will ever be.

For the unborn You is the only Reality, the eternal One.

"This" unborn Self is the Greatest of Being, beyond all words of genius.

WAKE UP, You have been dreaming!

You are a King, a Queen, dreaming you are a peasant!

Ah, Self wakes up to It's unborn Self,

and the self of mental fabrications, vanishes!

NOBODY

2010-09-20T14:05:00.000-07:00

NOBODY, YET WITNESSING, WATCHING, HAPPENS,

RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW.

YOU ARE NOT DOING IT

2010-09-20T09:47:00.001-07:00

Go ahead, tell your tall tales of bravery, kindness and cowardliness,

using learned concepts and noises called words.

YOU ARE NOT DOING IT

Universal Consciousness is all there is.

You think you are marching to your own drummer?

You think you are a spiritual seeker?

There is One Totality drumming all instruments, seeking it Self.

YOU ARE NOT DOING IT

Universal Consciousness it all there is.

You think you were born and you will die.

You think you have a name and you are special.

YOU ARE NOT DOING IT

Universal Consciousness is all there is.

IF UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS, TOTALITY,

THE ETERNAL AND UNLIMITED IS ALL THERE IS

WHAT DOES THAT MAKE THE REAL YOU?

PRESENT FREEDOM

2010-08-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

The Alchemical Arrow Cannot Miss Its Mark - the Heart

The balance between Silence, Solitude and Communication,

and the flow of Loving Kindness is our Ease and Way of Being.

Moment by moment, again and again,

we fall into our own arms of Love and Grace.

Softly, Loves Embrace comes to remind us of our

Ever Present Freedom

LEAD BY SPIRIT

2010-08-03T13:42:00.000-07:00

It is seen that everything is a blessing in disguise

On the other side of delusion is illumination

On the other side of holding-on, is letting go

On the other side of the addiction of knowing is the moment

to moment Grace of 'not knowing'

To live, is to live in mystery lead by Spirit

To have the courage and strength to give our whole Being

to choosing life, choosing joy!

Move with a soft heart, opening to what wants to move

through us, and what we move through

Today, we bravely chose to love,

even when we don't know for sure

THE RIDE OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND ENERGY

2010-07-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

The ride of Consciousness and Energy is fun, impersonal, joy-filled, amazing, simple, happy, and, and, and.........ya never know what this moment will create within you; YOU space and Seeing. I do know that gratitude and wonder expand along with the Presence of Awareness.

Everything is included in the loving essence that we all Are. Separation never existed. We treat others as our Self, for kindness, and gentleness is the Self. The Heart is touched in a special way with every interaction. We see the beauty of Self everywhere we turn and amazingly IT begins to live You consciously and tenderly. We see our human limitations and love what we are in spite of them. Maybe even more because of them. We know they belong to the SELF, The Force, and add to the richness of Life.

Vulnerability is a sweetness one comes to embrace for there is no end to the surprises this humble opening pulls to it Self. Where there was fear, now is enthusiasm, and where there was a person, now there is mystery.

THE NEED FOR VALIDATION

2010-07-20T14:56:00.000-07:00

The "need for validation" is an energy always

disguised as something else.

Unconditional Love, when it flows, validates it Self.

I Am, You Am, That which is AWARE

and needs no validation.

PRIORITIES CHANGE

2010-07-19T09:53:00.000-07:00

AWARENESS of "ever-present silent awareness" becomes primary

"thinkingness" becomes secondary

AWARENESS SPEAKS TO THE HEART

ONE HARDLY NOTICES

2010-07-19T07:39:00.000-07:00

The love of quiet replaces the love of noise

The love of harmony replaces the love of strife

The love of not knowing replaces the need to know

The love of acceptance replaces shoulds and what ifs

The love of the One replaces the love of the many

Life lives it Self and there is no progress

Life is constantly changing but not the person

Reality has always been quiet, harmony, not knowing, acceptance

AND

Noise, strife, the need to know, shoulds and what ifs

THE ONE IS THE MANY

Relax, there is no getting it right

Right is WHERE WE ARE and WHAT WE ARE DOING

We and everyone else is THAT which enjoys the SHOW

ONCE UNIVERSED

2010-07-17T22:35:00.000-07:00

Once Univered, the unreal seems real,

the non-important seems important

and the One becomes 10,000 things.

Once Universed, everything happens on its own,

and the impersonal seems personal.

Once Universed, the somewhere that is no-where

and the something which is no-thing

gets interested in it Self.

This is when the story gets juicy.

Love and light burst forth into Infinity,

yet emptiness, silence and love remain.

TIME OR TIMELESSNESS

2010-07-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

Ordinary mankind identifies with every thought and an aging body.
Each believes they are born of flesh and will die. They live exclusively
in time.

The Superhuman is aware, Present and stands lovingly non-attached
to rust and dust. Identification is with the Light, with the Life Force,
Consciousness and Energy within all things, with the Eternal, the
Lord of the Light and Darkness.

The "limited ego thought/feeling" is an energy that is very strong
and has darkness within it. However, the mind of ignorance is not
stronger than it's Source, the very Life Force of existence.

The path of the egoic mind is one of addiction and destruction.
The path of the Heart of God is one of love, peace, sharing and
Selfless observation; our true nature, our original Self.

One is Hell, based on differences, the other is Heaven, based on
Oneness. Hell carries fear, uncertainty and anger, Heaven carries
an emptiness, a sweet silence, within which, enthusiasm, joy and
energy spontaneously arise.

Now is the hour, now is the choice. Heaven or Hell is here where
we stand in Consciousness. We seem to choose as though the
quality of our life depended on it, for it does.

As a band of Light Workers we WATCH and remain timeless.
We come together to celebrate in community and remain of good
cheer. We carry a light heart, for we, and our brothers and sisters
are not what we appear to be.

And so, as a spark of the same Creative Substance, the Lord of
the Universe, we know that all the power that ever was or ever will
be is here now. At last, we stop having all the answers. For it is in
wonder and awe, humility and not knowing, that we find our place
and our identity in "That Which Knows."

SPIRITUAL PROGRESS

2010-07-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

John, Mary, Jane, has made no spiritual progress and never will

as long as there is a belief in a 'me' who makes spiritual progress.

This 'me' lives in time (progress) and is dead before she/he dies.

The Lord of the Universe is Whole and all Power.

It watches the ignorance of mankind and knows the only progress

is death before you die. For in dying you are reborn as a spark of

the everlasting Life Force, timeless, boundless; the only freedom.

This singularity is not identified with anything and yet,

gives life to everything. Only a fool thinks there is anything

anywhere other than this Presence, right here, right now. Rebirth

is simply the recognition of that which has always been the case.

STUPIDITY - A TRICKY LITTLE DEVIL

2010-07-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

Arrogance, ignorance, know-it-all-ness, false pride

(spiritual pride included)

arise in the vast openness of 'not knowing'

that knows all.

THIS IS THE HOUR

2010-06-24T16:33:00.000-07:00

This is the hour to move into those "edges" found in the "unknown" and to remain there as a receptacle for the Divine. To wake up, and have the "courage" to walk the talk! To remain present, and vast, and wait for the next step. If we are not a little uncomfortable or vulnerable, then we are not growing. It is all about being a humble "open vessel" for "something" higher. To serve as the One, and do everything for the sake of the Lord of The Universe or Self, each and every day, is to be truly alive. How that looks and feels is revealed moment by moment, and creates a blessed Life of Wonder and surprise; true happiness. Often there is unexpected enthusiasm, gratitude, joy and wonder, other times there is the stillness of Presence, the peace that passes all understanding. The "energy" is no longer about "little me" and will i have illumination and enlightenment. It is about "letting that which is already enlightened and illumined" use this aspect of It's Self to serve the greater good for the whole. An Evolutionary is just a word or a sound. What that word represents cannot be spoken. These words poorly represent what is currently seen and felt and the Love and Light ever shining. What a lucky life.

LIFE IS BUT A DREAM

2010-06-23T11:34:00.000-07:00

Trust the Divine to fill in all the

"blank spaces of unknowing and not needing to know"

and every day is a Wonder.

It is amazing what perfection this Love brings to it Self

in the experiment called Life, day after day.

Relax. The Divine has it all covered.

No need to paddle in the water of the "unknown."

The gentle current carries you down the stream.

Merrily, merrily, merrily, Life is but a dream.

NAMASTE

LIFE AMAZING

2010-06-22T20:54:00.000-07:00

Life is amazing, this flow, this gentle current.

It brings everything effortlessly to those

"open, trusting and waiting" for the gap

of "un-knowing" to be filled in by the Divine.

HOLY FRIEND

2010-06-22T17:16:00.000-07:00

It is good to have jumped in the stream

in the waters of the "unknown"

carried by the Holly current

It is even better to have a Holy friend

in the water with You

This Holy Friend has many faces

(Including this one)

PEACE

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INTRODUCTION

2010-06-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

To the world I have a name

As the Universe, I am nameless

To the world, I have a face with wrinkles and spots

As Spirit, all faces appear to and in Me

To the world, I am a certain age and female

To Self, I am eternal and free

To the world, I am going to die

To Totality, I was never born

I Am the eternal Light

I Am the witnessing Presence

I Am an Evolutionary Angle

I AM YOU

WONDER

2010-06-18T06:18:00.000-07:00

It is said: "behind the three little words

"I DON'T KNOW - is the greatest freedom

Within this space called me, whatever "This" is (without a name)

"Not Knowing" is found to be "THE UNIVERSAL HAPPY PLACE"

In the sweet "ABSENCE OF KNOWING"

flows ENTHUISIAM, CREATIVITY, AND JOY!

"NOT KNOWING" is the exciting 'EDGE"

which unselfishly gives "THE PRESENT LUMINOSITY" WONDER

YOU AND THE MYSTERY ARE ONE

2010-06-12T13:32:00.000-07:00

This "something" here (what we call AWARENESS) not only knows it Self as the Infinite, Eternal Observer......... It knows it Self, AS You.

At some point you begin to TRUST this "something." You relax into and get comfortable in "NOT-KNOWING" more, more and more.

That is when AWARENESS, this "something" and "You" are inseparable.

Everything effortlessly arises in this "space of unknowing" - here, now.

You see you are being lead and you trust and relax even more. Then you remain totally OPEN and VULNERABLE and Life unfolds like a Great Mystery and somehow You and the Mystery are One.

THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS LIFE

2010-05-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

Thank you for making part of Your Self, self-conscious. After examination, consciousness grows outward in a circular motion and increases. Nothing now will ever stop IT from evolving, It must go through initiation or trials, for IT has become a self-conscious center for God.

There is something about Cosmic Consciousness that is beyond limitation whatsoever and about which we can say nothing because we cannot know anything. The intellect speculates and assumes, remembers, and repeats like a parrot, it cannot know. That is why it is said, "Silence is the beginning of Wisdom." This Silence is the Beloved. It is my Self, along with everything else.

Thank you for this sensory experience, which is Yours O'Lord. I cannot find a dividing line any longer. There never was one. Only a game of Creation being played by the Divine. Of my self I am nothing, but this nothing is not nothing, it is no-thing, which is everything. (As a great Sage once said, our life flows between the two, no-thing and everything.) Space (Consciousness) and appearances (Consciousness) Awareness.

Today, there is no reality called my life. There is Life. Truly a mystery of dynamic power and proportion. Cosmic Consciousness with Its whirling motion called vibration. Cosmic Laws, and the realities of Love and Light. These words are only symbols, far, far too limited for the power and intelligence they represent.

Thank you for the eternal and the temporal aspects of Being. For all Power and Glory is to thee Oh Lord. Even though the physical vehicle keeps dying and being reborn, the personal vehicle of God is Eternal.

For this, if nothing else, we can be forever Grateful.

UNIVERSALLY WHOLE

2010-05-26T08:28:00.000-07:00

When I look for my self, all I see is God, Totality

I don't know what it is, but I know where it is.

I don't find my self, but my body is the Universe.

Looking out and looking in are one movement.

States come and go in 'This' and so does the world.

'This' simply notices the coming and going.

'This' is all there is. Beauty is the ever present, just as it is,

'This' is all that it contains. 'This' is the container.

I AM That, which needs no-thing, full and complete,

Magical instant by instant. Universally whole.

(silence)

WONDERLAND

2010-05-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

Perhaps when at my wits end

I can at last put my trust in this mysterious source -

Remain absent and just Be.

I live in Wonderland, wondering what the hell?

As the world of imagination keeps happening,

And the source watches.

"The world of imagination" AND "the source watching"

Are inseparably One.

PEACE

2010-05-19T18:36:00.000-07:00

Ride the meditative current already in existence

In "wonder" - "This" opening is at rest

in unknowing and silent joy appears!

Always, the space of the observing awareness

remains untouched by what belongs to the world.

Peace

IT KNOWS ITSELF AS 'THAT'

2010-05-14T12:00:00.000-07:00

ONE BOUNDLESS OBSERVER - AWARE OF ITSELF AT 'THAT'.

'THIS' NEVER CHANGES, NEVER AGES, NEVER MOVES, NEVER DIES, YET THE WHOLE WORLD APPEARS IN AND AS 'THAT.'

THIS INCLUDES THE LITTLE GUY OR WOMEN'S FACE REFLECTING BACK IN A HAND HELD MIRROR. 'THIS' INCLUDES THE BODY, TORSO, ARMS, LEGS, THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, AND THE REST.

RELAX AS 'THAT' - IN 'THAT' - TRUST ONLY 'THAT.'

KEEP QUIET, TURN 180 DEGREES AND THERE YOU ARE, EMPTY AND EVERYTHING, HERE, NOW.

INVESTIGATING THE EGO

2010-05-13T10:48:00.000-07:00

Looking very closely this week at how the ego shows up each day. The ego exists of course as bundles of thoughts and feelings. It was made clear that this investigation in wakefulness was NOT PERSONAL, for the ego is the Human Condition. (Intuitively want to sniff out all its efforts to influence). The investigation has shown that its momentary appearance's show up as lack, arrogance, self-centeredness, and it always wants something! It has nothing to do with what I am, Awareness it Self. For "This" has always been the same and is watching.

Nisageadatta says something like: We have to refuse to play the game. We refuse to follow the minds conditions. They are like a naughty child who wants to draw attention to itself and draw attention away from the wonder and splendor of the One, what we really, really, really are, right now.

There is no self to work on, there is only the ever present Self, speckless, present, and all that shows up in it, which is the same One. The ego is God too, but it is wise to stay awake and aware, refuse to follow misguided conditioning and rest Here.

WHAT AM I

2010-05-10T09:23:00.000-07:00

Boundless awake, alive, impersonal Space for "optical illusions."

The imperishable Reality, for the perishable unreality to appear in.

Nothing, is not nothing, it is No-thing in which every "seeming" thing appears and disappears.

Thought is one of these appearances. One's identity never moves, It illuminates, It is Pure Being. Self is inseparable from optical illusions constantly in motion.

Remember your true SELF, the I AM. "Trust" is key.

THE FACE OF GOD

2010-05-09T15:54:00.000-07:00

That which is "seen" is the Face of God

and includes all limiting characteristics

That which "sees" is the Space of God,

with no limiting characteristics

God (Consciousness) is ALL

NO TRACE

2010-05-03T10:13:00.000-07:00

How lovely is the Heart, for it expands and includes all. Fortunate is a Heart that meets another Heart and reminds IT -"You" of the beauty here, Now.

Currently the thoughts dominated by the Ego, are melting and shedding into space. May the flames consume all attachment to ignorance, separation and specialness. May the flames burn everything, including itself and leave no trace.

ALL IS WELL

2010-05-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

We know, we don't know, and we do not care. The next step presents itself, and Power comes from the Force to take that step. What is needed for this to be a perfect tool for the Divine comes to us as we are moved to align with right action, goodness, truth and beauty. It is apparent that a Higher Order is living out this dream. A dream that is not real, but very necessary so it can be moved beyond. All is energy, and nothing is personal. This Force is all things. I of myself am nothing. But this nothing isn't nothing, it is no-thing and everything. Everything has this Cosmic Space, this Force within it. This Cosmic Space is That which has the capacity to notice. I am humbled by the vast amount of help and support which comes from the unseen world. A world of light and love in the form of neutrality.

All is well, and always has been!

THE FRIEND OF UNCERTAINTY

2010-04-30T20:56:00.000-07:00

It became apparent today, that the intellect dominated by the ego uses stories "to feel safe." As these stories are no longer identified as me or mine, and the ego begins to melt, then the false security created by thought is no longer there. What arises is "uncertainty." This uncertainty is something which becomes our best friend as we no longer can be described as separate from everyone and everything. The best we can do is rest in what i call, the space with the capacity to notice. Also, there is a freedom in this. We realize that in the "cognitive space" there is a freedom for all. Meaning - everyone, and all Life situations are allowed to be just as they are. This relaxation becomes true freedom, for no-body and every body.

THE DREAMER NOT THE DREAM

2010-04-27T07:58:00.000-07:00

Woke in the middle of the night last night and these words spoke them self.

No one is ever born and no one ever dies

The Dreamer watches the dream

When its over, the Dreamer lives on to dream again

For IT was,(You were) never born and will never die

There is nothing in a dream worth fretting over

It's a dream, a mental make-believe, wake-up!

There is nothing in the dream to negate

The dream is always balancing itself out, wake-up!

Relax, enjoy the special effects. You are the Light

This Now is all there is, or ever will be

Rest as the One that is always meditating

Remember, You are the Dreamer, not the dream

IN LOVE THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE

2010-04-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

In love there is no difference. Only a highly hypnotized
state would suggest otherwise. What looks out behind these
eyes - is the same Great One, that looks out behind those eyes.

Mankind is blessed beyond measure, for each seeming vessel is an
opening for the Great One, without name, or shape, and yet It includes
names and shapes.

We know our true Self by the Love that flows as All thoughts,
All feelings, All emotions, All sensations and the magnificent colors
of moment to moment landscapes.

We know our true Being when (we) the Authentic Self, shows up as a
vulnerability, or genuine "not knowing."

This generation is one of Spirit, for Awareness is becoming aware that
it is AWARE. The Authentic Self becomes the only one to show up,
for IT is the bringer of a New Dawn, and always great surprise.

Do you feel the Spiritual Heart open when a bird sings its melodious
song, or a brother or sister expresses the appearance of fear?
Equally, the Spiritual Heart opens when joy takes over and laughter
flows as Power, uncontained. In love there is no difference.

Some "wonder" - is HERE -" waiting recognition. Perhaps old,
time-based stories chatter away, but to no avail, for chatter can't
remain in the "openness" of Now. Love forever flows through us
and is us. Something becomes aware of what "all this and that"
is appearing TO. "It" can't be put into words. We "know It" by
"being It" - our most beautiful Infinite, eternal, shining Self.

In love there is no difference, for Life and Love are not two.
They are two words, but one AWARENESS.

THE MOVIE

2010-04-21T11:48:00.001-07:00

'We accept the reality of the world with

which we are presented'

(from The Truman Show - the movie)

The Truman Show teaches that it is ultimately good to break away from the false aspects of present-day perceptions. Although we may grieve the loss of our previous convictions, we are liberated to explore whole new realities by letting go of old beliefs. This can be deeply fulfilling, as our true identity emerges naturally within a more truthful world. Sometimes we must break away from our perceptions to discover more about the 'tru-man' within. (from Reel Life Wisdom)

THE FLOW OF LOVE

2010-04-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

Life is a flow, without a thinker, yet thinking happens.

Life is a flow, without a doer, yet doing happens.

Life is feeling without a feeler, sensation without a sensor,

touch without a touch-er, smell without a smell-er,

listening without a listener, seeing without a seer, and

taste without a taste-er.

Awareness is never not here, always aware of Life.

The two words, "Life" and "Awareness" are not two, just

two words. In fact they are but one Reality without words.

What all of these words appear TO is Infinite, eternal and beautiful.

Let go of everything, keep quiet, just Be Here Now.

All is well, always has been and always will be.

VIRTUAL REALITY

2010-04-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

Virtual Reality has a beginning, middle and end. At the end, nothing ever happened, because "virtual" means "not real."

It is like everything happens, but nothing happens to anyone, including this body/mind that is part of the Virtual Reality, once called "me" or "my life" - or "you" and "your life." In the Virtual Fourth Dimension it may seem like there are "individual people" and they are making choices, but assuredly neither is the case.

Something still and quiet is ever present, aware, while Virtual Reality plays itself out. Or - as the One Power - here, now, pours it Self into whatever forms currently, spontaneously appear. ONE NOT TWO. Simultaneously, there is this underlying "knowing" that in the end, nothing ever happened.

In a strange way, there is "peace" - a "loving detachment" in "this knowing." This peace carries with it, a felt sense that all is well somehow, and it always has been. This is not easy to put into words. Silence or "conscious stillness" along with a felt acceptance of "what is" as it is, expresses it best. It is kind of like, not caring, but in a positive way, a way of Being without fear. Whatever appears, appears, and it never touches this "opening."

"This" that is AWARE, can only "be aware. " It is infinite, unborn, eternal, and what YOU are right now. Keep quiet. It's all happening on its own. It is happening "through" You, but not "to" You.

A WAY OF LIFE

2010-04-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

The new species of human kind (Homospiritus) lives from the
depths of Presence as "a simple way of life."

No "mental construct" is needed to just BE. Mental constructs
are seen as a "function" rather than a self. Such a function is
completely benevolent or neutral when its content is no longer
attached to a sensation called body, or a ghost once called "me."

These "constructs" take long leaves of absence or not. It's all the
same to AWARENESS, Unity, or inseparability, which "negates
no-thing." Why would IT negate? IT would only be negating its SELF.

An "ease of being" sort of flows along with everything, because
this "everything" appears "within" its unmoving luminous SELF."
All is "welcome" to come and go, and leave with no trace.

ONE TEACHER WITHIN

2010-04-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

The only teacher is the One within. "That" which keeps discovering the "simplicity" and union or inseparability of everything. Your insights are trustworthy. Life is an amazing Intelligence, we are not separate from That, nothing is separate from THAT. This is where the "relaxing" comes in. Like John Lennon said: "Let it be, let it be." Nothing to "do" - nothing to "get". YOU are already whole, beautiful and amazingly free.

These "concepts" are arising in the "simplicity" of "what" you already are in this moment. Relax! A lifetime of "trying" is over. Rest in this natural "clear seeing." Simple.

At this phase of the Cosmic game of "Hide and Seek" - this is all that needs to be heard, because You realize this freedom is coming from within You and "is" You. No words can capture THIS. You just Know.

HEAT SEEKING MISSILE

2010-04-07T10:00:00.000-07:00

One Power, One Life, One Love, expressing it Self into every expression of it Self. You are like a Heat Seeking Missile that sneaks in under the radar of old worn out belief systems. Before you know it, You know yourself as THAT. You cannot miss the mark! Just RELAX in "THAT" space periodically throughout the day. SIMPLE! Don't worry. You cannot NOT be what you already are!

UNCHANGED AND FREE

2010-04-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

Awareness is our real identity. Awareness is not an appearance. It is the unmoving, unchanging colonizing space through which all appearances seem to come and go. Awareness is our true Self. Now if we are in agreement, please follow along.

All that passes through us, the real US, is impersonal. Still, the mind (thought) does what it does best.....dialogues to convince itself that the impersonal is personal. Keep in mind, "THAT" which is AWARE of both movements through it SELF (the energy called sensation, and the energy called thought) remains unchanged and free. "That" is WHAT we are. Unlimited, non-intellectual and non-locatable.

NOW CHECK IT OUT!

INSEPARABILITY POINTER

2010-04-04T15:08:00.000-07:00

"There is no "next" in inseparability."

THE SILENT OPENING

2010-04-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

Who are You?

THIS - cannot be spoken because you are not a who.

Please notice:

More and more still, alert, aware Presence, simply "looking."

Less and less conceptual energy passing through the emptiness.

Less and less desire to change, rearrange, reply to, or manipulate
what "comes and goes" through.

This silent opening, this Spiritual Heart, this LOVE without attachment - LOVE without end, 'THIS' seems more You than anything words can say.

IT'S THE CRAZIEST THING

2010-03-29T11:19:00.000-07:00

There is this unmistakable KNOWING.

This "KNOWING" wants to put it SELF into words in a meaningful way.

But, THAT which is presently "looking" cannot be put into words.

It is the craziest thing!

NO ONE SEES YOU

2010-03-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

STOP

Words appear in and to YOU. They have no existence without YOU.

This moment is completely aware of it Self THROUGH this non-localized "opening" - YOU. The only "YOU" you have ever been.

YOU are here, now - but no one sees YOU.

Perhaps you have been in a restaurant waiting for a to-go-order, or in line at the grocery store and suddenly you KNOW you are THIS, without a doubt. There is recognition that no one in the whole place sees you as YOU truly are, your TRUE IDENTITY. Those in the room overlook the real YOU, just as they overlook the space, silence and intelligence in the room. They do not have a clue that this YOU is also the room and everything in it.

THEN WHAT?

2010-03-26T19:50:00.000-07:00

Perhaps WHAT you are is much more than what you "think you are?"

Perhaps this cycle called, "your life" is Life's Power expressing it SELF.

Perhaps you have underestimated what you are?

Perhaps Life's Power expressing it SELF is a cosmic event.
A Divine movement within Universal Order it self.

Just perhaps - this "Life's Power" is beyond something small and limited
called "me and my story."

What if "Life's Power" is expressing it SELF here, now, and IT's the ONE POWER?

Perhaps - you could begin to appreciate the perfect expression of this Power in everyone you meet?

Once "what you are" begins to recognize it SELF, love takes over and loves seeing it SELF everywhere.

Then what?

FIND OUT!

Just perhaps - this "finding out" is why these endless cycles of
"cosmic hide and seek" was created in the first place.

ALBERT EINSTEIN'S WORDS

2010-03-21T23:11:00.000-07:00

"A human being is part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. We experience ourselves, our thoughts and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness....The true value of a human being is determined by the measure and the sense in which they have obtained liberation from the self. We shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if humanity is to survive."

YOUR TRUE IDENTITY

2010-03-21T13:09:00.000-07:00

"This" true IDENTITY is non-conceptual, therefore it lives You.

Let IT have its way through the opening, the Oneness, the Life called You.

What remains is bliss, joy, love and light.....without the words.

THAT is what is shared with the world.

THAT is what is shared with all the parts of your Self You meet and touch this day.

The ONE THING

2010-03-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

"No-thing, AS everything, is the One Thing."

Call it UNIVERSAL life, love, a field, radiation, energy, light, the over-soul, the higher self, consciousness or awareness, God, Superconsciousness..........

This Universal wholeness IS. It is non-conceptual, formless and free. This wholeness cannot be named, IT cannot be spoken, IT can only BE. There is but one wholeness, "not two."

Let go identifying with all concepts that appear in and as THIS. Surrender the need to know. Take a deep breath, relax, receive and remain filled with "WHAT You ARE " with "What YOU have always been" - here, here, and here - now, now and now.

Then You "know" your Self....in-joy, in-love. The "getting" is over. You are done. You are cooked. Every breath is a celebration, a wonder, a de-light. You "see" and "hear" your Self everywhere present. The "One Thing" lives through this opening CONSCIOUSLY. The war of words and beliefs is over, done, finished.

THE ETERNAL FOUNTAIN OF BLISS

2010-03-17T12:36:00.000-07:00

The eternal fountain of bliss...is ever flowing from I AM to it Self in streams of Love and Light.

Have you been too outwardly focused to notice? Have you loved the story of me, or him or her, more than the truth of unending joy?

Have you identified with the voices instead of the Voice?

Then stop. Just stop. Keep quiet and listen. That silence is YOU. Your own vast identity beyond anything this so called world of glamour can offer.

This silence wants to speak through the vehicles IT creates, but the personality thinks it self "all important." The personality has a place in communication but only for commerce, not for relationship. To have a relationship there must be "two." That's the illusion.

Wake up to "the One, the Only, the Power that is YOU" and everything else!

The eternal fountain of bliss...is ever flowing from I AM to it Self in streams of Love and Light.

Notice IT in the trees and flowers of Spring, the warm sun and the dark shadows. Catch a glimpse of IT in the newborn baby and the old man down the street. Notice IT in the eyes of a little innocent child or a puppy, and most of all...notice it "within" and as YOU.

IF SILENCE COULD SPEAK

2010-03-17T11:47:00.001-07:00

If silence could speak, it would say, "I am always here for you."

How many times we have said this to a loved one? We thought they were our words, our thoughts. But as eternal Being, nothing is mine and yet nothing is withheld. They were not our words, but silence speaking through us.

The open heart and out-pouring of love energy behind and within those words, was not my open heart, my love energy, but the Heart and Love of God, the Light.

Walk in gratitude this day, remain open so the silent voice of God may whisper in your ear.........WE ARE ONE.

FORGIVE ME

2010-03-17T10:51:00.001-07:00

Divine Intelligence at the helm, forgive me for doubting the wisdom shining within and behind all that is.

Impersonal is the way of true Understanding. Impersonal "conscious awareness" is freedom from the appearance of people, places and things. Free from everything that "comes and goes."

I-Consciousness, walk in gratitude for the "Ray of Light that I AM." This Great Universal Consciousness, is the same divine singularity regardless of the vehicle it passes through.

Today's intent is for ease, grace and joy....all natural attributes of the ONE LIGHT, the ONE LOVE, the ONE BEING, being here, being now.

Nothing can bring us peace but the Self, for it "is" peace.

Our true "impersonal" identity.

NEVER DOUBT THE DIVINE INTELLIGENCE AT THE HELM

2010-03-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

We all seem to have someone we love, someone close, that is struggling, and we search our hearts for deeper understanding of why, how, and what to do to support and yet surrender to the situation. These words flowed through in the answer to that silent prayer.

There is no one to worry about, no matter how close they may be.

The Great Spirit, God, Self is that which guides perfectly each cherished, eternal soul. The Light shines its beams through the functions of so-called personal consciousness, sub-consciousness and super-consciousness. These words are not the thing.

''Each vehicle is empty, a hollowed out reed on which the Divine plays its various notes. The little mind cannot understand the unfathomed intelligence at the helm. The little mind is a story. There is only the Light or Love. That same intelligence/force/power destroys all bodies in due course. Bodies are of very limited value."

Each ray of Light is impersonal, perfect and already free....no matter the appearance. WHY WORRY? The Divine watches, without emotional attachment for it knows it Self beautifully as everything and no-thing alike. Wholeness is here, NOW. As the idea of "personal" falls away, the Great Creator moves its ray of Light consciously. This conscious life is the reverse of the way most persons (vehicles) think, speak and act.

What does it feel like when intelligence moves consciously?
Even a daily taste of it feels like joy, like love for all life, for every living thing. Everything feels like You. There is no separation, it is all the same One Wholeness. There is deep gratitude for Life, for livingness, for beingness, and an amazing synchronicity. Suspending the activity of seeming personal consciousness leads to illumination. Let go. Relax and listen only to that INTUITIVE something that is always with You, that is YOU. To follow IT, is to follow your Heart.

NEVER DOUBT THE DIVINE INTELLIGENCE AT THE HELM !

LOVE

2010-03-15T10:41:00.000-07:00

Love is to to live a life filled with spirtual light, with conscious awareness of the Divine Spirit working through us. We can never know what we are, because we aren't. Only abstract power IS.

Ralph Waldo Emerson spoke this so well when he said:

"From within or from behind, a light shines through us upon things, and makes us aware that we are nothing, but the light is all."

In Joy and In Light

2010-03-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

If you stumbled somehow upon this site, use what seems useful, enjoy that which is enjoyable, and allow the words to point to that which is without words. The only reason this blog came into being in the first place.

PRESENT, FULLY ALIVE AND FREE - NOW

2010-02-27T21:10:00.000-08:00

Every moment is fresh, newly created,

and free of any mental carry over.

To meet and greet the moment this way is to disappear,

and simultaneously be Present, fully alive, and free - now.

NOTHING BUT CONSCIOUSNESS

2010-02-25T18:39:00.000-08:00

There are no Masters; there is only Consciousness

There are no people; there is only Consciousness

There is no right or wrong; there is only Consciousness

THERE IS ONLY 'ONE THING' AND YOU ARE 'THAT'

THIS 'ONE THING' IS NOT THE CONCEPT CONSCIOUSNESS!

CONCEPTS APPEAR IN AND TO 'THAT'

THE SAME ONE READING THIS IS THE SAME ONE WRITING IT!

THE END OF SEEKING

2010-02-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

SHARING:

For forty years there seemed to be someone desperately seeking. Now it seems that we are a channel THROUGH which the Life Force expresses itself. The seeker was just a story that seemed so real. The One Power attracts to it Self what it requires regarding deeper Understanding (and everything else) much as electromagnetic fields gathers iron filings. This attraction of Understanding, the Honey of Life is unending. We realize we do nothing of our self. Being fully alive to whatever is going on during every waking moment replaces seeking for some future event. It is like living in this state of deep gratitude that words will never express.

A CONTINTED MIND

2010-02-23T12:44:00.000-08:00

"A contented mind is the greatest blessing a man can enjoy in this world."

Joseph Addison

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In the end, what was called "a contented mind" never existed. NO MIND is CONTENTMENT it Self. Not two.

WHO WOULD I BE?

2010-02-23T08:59:00.000-08:00

One could write enough words about Awareness, about Consciousness, about Presence, about Awakening, that it could fill and entire library. A sign could be posted: "Come read about the Truths of Life"

The author may ask himself deeply, "Who would I be without my library of concepts about Truth? Who would I be? "

Then something false called fear arises? No words, just fear.

Then he asks, "If thoughts are things, could it be that "WHAT" I AM is not a thing?"

He waits. Then the words arise once more.... WHAT AM I?

No-thing answers back, because an answer is more sounds, labels and concepts from the library.

Finally in one last asking from the Heart, the words get spoken more slowly... "WHAT...... AM...... I....?" Suddenly, he notices the space between each word.

That quiet hears the question and IS the answer. Something silent was here watching the writing of the books, was here before the library, during its usage and will be here after its closure.

Something Silent and Quiet is here NOW. Let "IT" take over. IT has been silently watching and waiting for humility to see there is only ONE THING all along..AND IT IS NOT A THOUGHT! (And yet at some level, includes thought and can even use thought).

So little now needs to be said, for THINKING HAS ITS LIMITS. This revelation is the beginning to the end of suffering, of delusion, the obsessive compulsive disorder called "It's all about me," and the polarization that comes with concepts and beliefs.

What if thoughts arise? LIKE THESE THOUGHTS? If they arises, fine. If they don't, fine. They are insignificant rather than an identity.

The backdrop, the space, the stillness, the silence, the ease hasn't changed. It's always here to be noticed by the Self, YOU.

LOOK, INVESTIGATE

2010-02-14T09:12:00.000-08:00

There is but One moment, THIS moment.

One Being, being aware.

One Silence, watching, listening.

One Light, unborn, undying, ever shining.

One space these concepts arise in and to.

I AM - YOU AM "THAT"

Simple, effortless, solid, Amness, now here, aware of the illusion of the mind fabricated story or me, my and mine.

Rest in the still, empty silence. "It" is the Love. "It" is Life it Self.

ISNESS

2010-02-05T09:58:00.000-08:00

CONSCIOUSNESS "IS."

This "isness", this "constant"

is always appearing as something else.

YOU ARE THAT!

ETERNITY OF NOW

2010-01-21T15:40:00.001-08:00

To Impersonal Consciousness - the "fact of uncertainty" is the "spice of life" - with Life being "this moment alone."

To thought identified as a body - "certainty is claimed on one hand" and "periodic sensations from fear of extinction" are experienced on the other.

As Timeless Presence - Awareness has never been in a body, for all bodies appear and disappear within its sacred alive space. Space - THIS formless Intelligence ever flowing as "The Eternity of Now."

To a "someone" every drama matters greatly. To THIS ONE AWARENESS - every drama is a comedy!

Let's celebrate uncertainty, the present moment alone, formless

Intelligence ever flowing and the Eternity of NOW.

SURRENDER THE "COW FACE" TO "WONDER AND APPRECIATION" FOR LIFE UNFOLDING EXACTLY AS IT IS. WHAT IS SEEN, IS SEEN. END OF STORY.

BE

2010-01-09T17:45:00.000-08:00

WITHOUT CONDITION

FEEL

LOOK

LISTEN

SILENCE THE BEGINNING OF WISDOM

2010-01-06T11:01:00.000-08:00

Some 40 years ago i saw this poster and it's words never left me. It was a picture of a still lake and colorful Autumn leaves reflecting in the water. The words under the picture were "SILENCE IS THE BEGINNING OF WISDOM." It is being seen that This SILENCE (that I Am, You am) reflects a life that is lived from the Heart. A life that is responsive, rather than reactive. This is not an act of Will, but of Consciousness and Openness. It is about integration. When unpleasant, uncomfortable feelings come a calling, it is Wisdom to welcome them in, offer them tea, and let them leave of their own accord. Then give thanks for the visitor, for the gift they have left is unspeakable. Somehow, one more 'emotional signature' has been integrated into the Whole. The effect is a conscious return to vibrational awareness, to Presence. Let go of effort. The HOW belongs to the Source of All Life. This vibrational awareness is the integrating factor in the bodies of emotional awareness, mental awareness and physical awareness. An integration much needed on the planet at this time.

PERSPECTIVE ON LOVE

2010-01-05T12:40:00.000-08:00

Perspective is beyond the conditioned, it is a return to the unconditioned Unified Whole. We does not mean two bodies or two billion bodies, it means One Presence, that is Eternal. This all inclusive we is the All that does not sleep, did not become programmed by negative vibrations and does not live in time. "This" is here, now, and is our Real Nature. It is the home we never left, the home that is aware and conscious of every breath.

It is much work, this thing we imagine as separation. It uses a lot of energy to struggle for specialness, for uniqueness, for gander, when all along it is a fact that "WHAT" not who we are IS special, unique and grand because of its simplicity, silent stillness, peace and power.

As these fingers type on the keyboard the perspective is of Love. Not as an emotion called love, but Pure Love. It is what is beating this heart, playing the parts and loves everything as Self, for it is THAT. It doesn't matter if you are alone or around a throng of people, this Presence is your Lover, your Friend and your very Being, now and forever more.

It loves the integration of peace, the integration of Life, as it is. The only reason This we is overlooked is because we value something else. Maybe drama, maybe exclusiveness, maybe entertainment. This that needs no words, is here silently waiting for You to drop it all, and rest AS YOU ARE, as YOU will always Be, as this Presence that is Eternal.

Oh Luminous Ones, rest in the Heart of Love it Self. It includes All that can ever be. Spend time with This that has no words. It isn't something to get. This Love is what we are. Not just what we are this day, this moment, but all moments because this moment is all there is or ever will be.

Be of good cheer as the merry-go-round goes round and round. It cannot touch THAT which watches and THAT which Loves all the IT sees.

THE END OF BEING SURE

2010-01-04T12:18:00.000-08:00

Each present, past or future thought story of "what is," "what was," and "what will be" is SUSPECT. Each mentalization comes from the egoic or spiritual egoic thought machine or Matrix which stems from an under "lying" need for control and comfort.

These days, every "feeling" is felt and allowed to move through AWARENESS. Especially the uncomfortable and unfamiliar feelings! Blocked emotional energy transforms into energy in motion. This is not easy. The purpose? Transformation from "pretense" to powerful PRESENCE.

Life lives it Self...it is as it is. Momentary looking, listening and feeling happen. Something "unspeakable" knows HOW this is.

When Silent Stillness, or "what is present to something," CONSCIOUSLY lives this life, then THAT is what You are.

The only thing for certain these days, is that absolutely nothing is certain. All these words are also suspect.

Last but not least, is gratitude for this "uncertainty."

THE TIMELESS NOW

2009-12-30T10:12:00.000-08:00

There is no personal doing in this or that, there is only one Will. This Will answers its own prayer for Silent Wisdom. This "One" Being is being it all, and watching it all. I am humble and grateful that this is so. I am nothing and I know nothing. Love follows the path of Surrender and Presence, for "This" nameless formless Self is all form, is impersonal, is surrender, love, truth and beauty and is everything else. An Innocent Awareness, puts one foot in front of the other, with Trust and Presence. This Awareness lives not in time, but in and as THE TIMELESS NOW.

THE SILENCE THAT LISTENS

2009-12-14T08:22:00.000-08:00

The something I AM, that You Am, and shall always be,
is the "Silence That Listens"

"This" values ONLY the "Great Space" in which every moment
happens to be happening, and to which
the "Great I AM" happens to be looking.

In Truth, the movements of the world, mind, and heart
have nothing to do with Me,
the "Silence That Listens" the peace that's aware,
the very ground of All That Is.

TRUST THAT

2009-12-13T11:59:00.000-08:00

No words the mind can express

can express the inexpressible.

MINE IS A SILENT LANGUAGE

2009-12-07T10:12:00.000-08:00

This language remains when death occurs. What is death? Death is when the idea - "I am a body" goes away.

In fact, this silent language of presence or witnessing awareness is what remains NOW, before an idea gets created, once it gets created and witnessed, and when it goes away. The same is true for feelings, sensations and everything else!

Witnessing awareness never moves or goes away. This universal intelligence, or witnessing awareness was present at the birth of the dream called "me and my life" and is present as such "ideas" are clearly seen as a stream of pure energy, a current or flow.

This non-claiming witnessing awareness is what watches and listens. IT, He, Life, Creator, or Dreamer is the Great Note Taker and registers all.

The language of universal witnessing awareness is a silent language. Our true language is a silent language, we are One.

AN OPENING

2009-12-03T11:35:00.000-08:00

Vibrating Light, Intelligence, Love, Awareness knows it Self, by slowing down IT'S vibratory rate WITHIN IT SELF, it becomes ALL THAT IS. The luminous AWARENESS remains as the higher vibratory rate, as a field of Light surrounding and supporting the slower rate, IT remains untouched and unchanged.

(This activity is similar to a fan, when it slows way down, the arms of the fan appear, when it speeds way up, the arms disappear. The current of power running through the fan remains unchanged.)

As AWARENESS or Light, we get to WATCH Creation.

Be not afraid of "aloneness." THIS "aloneness" is ALL Oneness, One Substance, One Dreamer, One Silent Opening, ONE CURRENT, appearing as no-thing and everything simultaneously.

Rest in SILENCE and PEACE, now. For SILENCE and PEACE is what we ARE, not what we will become.

We exist as Existence. Our life is Life it SELF. Not two.

It is as though, WHAT I AM, is an opening for WHAT I AM. "IT" simultaneously appears as both no-thing and everything! "IT" also watches WITHOUT TAKING PART.

All Life is a celebration of THIS!

IN AND OF THE LIGHT

2009-11-23T13:22:00.000-08:00

I AM in and of the LIGHT

I AM love and lovable and so is everything else.

I know myself as the world will never know Me

I am the "Eye, of the I" (the Great I - the Creative MIND)

I remain as "I AM" . . . .an

"impersonal thought free space"

of pure luminous AWARENESS

The world can only see Me as they see themselves.

They see Me from the filter of "their world view"

From fear or freedom

From lack or abundance

From a sense of unworthiness or unlimited worth

From inner conflict or peace and Presence

As mortal or eternal

The world appears within Me, but I AM not of the world

Where there was expectation, now there is understanding

Where there was unhappiness, now there is quiet joy

Where there was darkness, now their is Light

I AM THAT, THAT I AM

2009-11-22T16:42:00.000-08:00

"you" are a figment of the imagination of the dreaming consciousness. "you" believe you were born, grow old, and die. you think you are the "random programming" spontaneously appearing to and through the REAL YOU. That is the wave.

Now-here, I am neither localized, nor "so and so."

I am luminous AWARENESS, the son of the Sun. Eternally calm, quiet and unmoving.

The world: The sun comes up and goes down. It has been going on for billions of years and probably will for billions more.

The mind: Is a function. Nothing more than random programming.

The heart:- It aches, loves and shutters in fear.

They all appear and disappear in WHAT not "who" - "I AM".

This beloved is my own SELF, the ocean.

As luminous AWARENESS, I am indestructible, and travel with consciousness as it dreams on all frequencies, or planes.

I am THAT, that I AM.

THE CREATIVE MIND

2009-11-18T12:54:00.000-08:00

Yes, we are all One. What does this mean?

Human Consciousness/awareness or THE CREATIVE MIND, is great beyond measure. Why, because Consciousness is the ONLY Reality, therefore Consciousness is "what" we are.

The "who" the selfish egoic personality, appears not Divine, yet it too comes from Consciousness or Divnity, like everything else. Consciousness is the unborn animator and the intelligence. As Consciousness/Awareness, this means the non-physical YOU/ME is the animator and the intelligence. One means One, not two. Due to what is called "random programming" we as a species have forgotten our royal blood.

As we become more and more aware and awake, CONSCIOUS OF WHAT IS, we recognize our Self as the eternal formlessness, expressing itself as form, as individualisation. This formlessness is Consciousness, the doer, what we come to know as SELF. How many times can it be stated that we, as Consciousness, get to WATCH life as it unfolds on its own. Or better yet, WHAT IS, is Consciousness/Awareness watching it SELF. Resting in and as Awareness is the key. This is not a doing, it is a "falling back" into the warm embrace of our own watchful Being.

As these types of thoughts flow through the space that I AM, it is a wonder. For in the end, it is what has been spoken since time immortal. Perhaps they are new words of expression to the mask wearer, but they are not new to YOU.

In the end, these are just words. They are meaningless. It is You, your own SELF that gives them meaning and worth. Behind these words is peace and fearlessness. If peace and fearlessness is not your "experience" perhaps it is time to look WITHIN to see what is blocking them? Peace and fearlessness is not a state that comes and comes. IT is always present, unmoving and unshakable. It's what is reading these symbols, what they, worry and fear appear "in."

The Present is the present!

Did you miss it?

IT IS ALWAYS HERE

WAITING FOR YOUR AWARENESS TO BE AWARE

THE SEAT OF THE SELF

2009-11-17T22:19:00.000-08:00

I have to ask myself every moment of every day:

Through this vehicle. . . . . .

Is Life living itself from "random programming"

or from the thrown of WITNESS CONSCIOUSNESS,

the Seat of the SELF?

Which is it?

THE BEGINNING OF WISDOM

2009-11-14T12:02:00.000-08:00

An imprsonal Stillness, Quiet, and Love

goes beyond the urge to fix.

Full Acceptance and an Open Relaxed Awareness,

allows all appearnaces to arise and vanish within You.

This is the beginning of Wisdom.

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

2009-11-08T11:08:00.000-08:00

"Concepts, no matter how direct or wisdom-like are still limited and will never enter the "Vast Field of Unlimited Being" which they come and go in. Questions and Answers may lead to the edge of Pure Understanding, but Q and A can never BE the non-conceptual All-ness of Reality, the SELF. Without non-conceptual Reality, the conceptual domain is non-existent."

I AM

2009-11-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

Eventually, all sense of lack is seen through. It is clear - "I AM." This "I AM" is pure, silent, alive Presence. What is closer than Presence?

It is realized that I am not a personal "doer" and neither is anybody else. There is One Reality here, now. One Field of Consciousness, Divinity it SELF. This means there is..

NO-NAME

NO-MIND

NO-THING

NO-BODY

NO-SENSATION

NO-PROBLEM

All such appearances come and go "within" this infinite Field of ATTENTION..."I AM."

Separation called "me" and you, "me" and this, "me" and that vanish. There IS what is parading before YOU (Consciousness) - this effortless AWARENESS, aware of "What IS." Witnessing includes the seeming separate entities and the like. There is no resistance. Should resistance, and all the above re-appear out of no-where "within" YOU (Consciousness) it gets noticed, not touched with importance nor identification and fades away like the transparency it is. All the while YOU are WATCHING. Just as YOU are watching this message being read. The same clairity that wrote this message is within YOU, as YOU.

HOMOSPIRITOUS

2009-10-31T06:13:00.000-07:00

"This" - One Will, One Love, One Life, is the only constant. Everything comes and goes within and because of "This" constant Reality.

The "dream characters" may appear to have many flaws or shortcomings, but the characters are no more real than those appearing on the movie screen at the cinema.

So what watches? "This" the One Will, One Love, One Life, WHAT ELSE? There is only One Reality, not two. "This" is never born and never dies.

What gets born and what dies?
Appearances. Here. Gone. Here. Gone. The appearance of what is, is not what YOU are!

All is well! The entire globe could be wiped clean, yet all is well. A stronger, more peace filled species could take its place. It all occurs within Consciousness. Appearances seemingly real, but not real. The One Will, One Love, One Life is untouched by appearances.

But what about this "new earth" this new beginning we keep hearing about? This is within the movie. Perhaps the "new earth" new beginning is a species now appearing to walk the earth. A species that has glimpsed the "Great Spirit" the One Will, One Love, One Life. They rest in Peace, in Presence, in the Heart of the One. Just perhaps, Homosapiens (humans) get transformed into a new species called "Homospiritous." Everything is possible in this One Reality.

WHAT WILL BE, WILL BE, AND THEN IT TOO SHALL PASS

IT IS OBVIOUS, WHAT IS, "IS"

ONE WILL - ONE LOVE - ONE LIFE

2009-10-30T18:58:00.000-07:00

It was realized today that there is but "One Will" - period.

The "One Will" cannot be fathomed in the "limited" minds imagination, for the mind itself is of the imagination of the "One Will." The unlimited nature of this "One Will" can only be witnessed as immense diversity, and creativity. Not only the diversity in this so called world, but in ALL worlds, ALL worlds within worlds and beyond the behold. It is impossible to imagine such an IMAGINATION.

This "One Will" is of such pure power that there is no way of comprehending IT's immensity. The love of this "One Will" is so full, that there is no way of understanding IT's depth, and IT's love without end. This love is without judgment, without blame, and without cause. Every time there is a feeling of love and compassion for a loved one, a friend or another, it is this "One Will!" Such is its overflowing.

Yes, there is but "One Will, One Life." In "THIS" we rest, give all gratitude, all love, and all humbleness to.

I was trying to put into words this "One Will" at dinner to my beloved husband and I was overwhelmed with emotion, wonder and tears as words tried to express the ALL INCLUSIVE POWER AND LOVE OF 'THIS" ONE. How do you express ALL there ever will be, all there ever can be, and all there IS?

A great teacher whom is the most respected above all, is not known for expressing emotion. Once he said, "THIS" BEING, brings me to tears." And now there is a heart felt understanding of what he might have meant. Just to glimpse IT's Greatness, IT's Power, IT's Love, IT's TOTALITY, brings one to tears, and to ones knees.

In "THIS" i give my live, for IT - is my life. I give my every breath, for IT - is my every breath. I give my every desire, for IT - is my every desire. In "THIS" i give everything, for IT is everything, for i am nothing. IT causes such gratitude, humility and love this ...ONE WILL.

There is "not two" anywhere in all of Creation. One only. It is the "one" that uses these physical senses and electrical impulses, like a great Master flutist. IT plays IT's music of Creation, everywhere Present, as ALL Power, All Knowing, and ALL Being.

ONE WILL. ONE LOVE. ONE LIFE.

Amen

WHAT DO YOU DO?

2009-10-27T09:37:00.000-07:00

What do you do? You, Tom, Mary, Jane, or whatever mis-identification applies...what do you do?

Were you ever born? Or did the "image" and the "story" which you did not create or maintain keep changing like everything else?

What do you do to make the room appear each morning? What do you do to maintain the heart rate, and blood pressure while you vanish each night?

Do you, "mis-identification" know your next thought, or if the room will appear in the next second?

What did you do that you can take credit or the blame for? Didn't that judgmental thought come out of no where? Didn't that appointment you forgot just happen?

The only real question, one that you must answer is:

WHAT DO YOU DO?

The only answer..NOTHING!

YOU WATCH! THAT'S IT!

"YOU watch! YOU not you!

(What is most interesting, is the false "you" can be described by use of memory and imagination. YOU, the real YOU, is beyond memory and imagination and yet is everything, and includes all functionality! The thinking mind cannot go beyond its functioning. So keep still, and WATCH!)

KEEP QUIET

2009-10-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

Thought can only take you as far as thought can go

Feeling can only take you as far a feeling can go

Stop

Watch

Listen

KEEP QUIET!

FREE AND FEARLESS

2009-10-21T09:44:00.000-07:00

What if you were indestructible some day?
What if in the future, you were invisible and nothing could harm you?
What if you had never been born, and therefore could never die?
What if that someday were “here” and the future were “now?”

How would you live? FREE

YOU, as your true Self “here” and “now” IS indestructible, invisible,
unborn and undying?

What does that make you? FEARLESS

WAKE-UP awareness AND BE WHAT YOU ARE!

THE DIVINE MARRIAGE

2009-10-20T10:44:00.000-07:00

There are a couple of friends who say, "Don't stop writing". So the writing continues. Sometimes it seems impossible. Words, words, and more words - while the Presence is behind all of them. In truth, keeping quiet is the best advice. Still writing happens.

It is true that the separate someone that used to be so "darn important" just isn't anymore. In fact, she was only part of the universal game of make believe. When one really looks, there is no 'me' to be found. I don't know about anything, really. Action happens, life happens on its own. The truth of any action is the stillness behind it.

Love is not any different than anything else. It's not a doing. A picture of a dear friend pops up on the screen of the mind, maybe their smile, blue eyes and gentle face, and love pours in, effortlessly.

The only thing that seems certain is this:

Something unchanging "sees" its handy work, now, now and now. That "something" is not mortal, nor hurt-able, not fragmented, nor born.

IT JUST IS

Somehow the "handy work" and "looking/seeing" are married. Perhaps this is the Divine Marriage. The only problem, if there is such a thing, is the lower self, or lower mind. It is like "an old abusive lover" now seen for what they truly are, yet he/she still shows up to cause havoc in the marriage. A wise lover of Reality, remains aloof, and ignores the "interference." The old abusive lover is like bad company that comes to visit. If "ignored" they will soon leave.

AWARENESS (LOVE)

2009-10-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

AWARENESS (LOVE)

is a full out collision with WHAT IS

without the distortion of the mind

GIVE UP

2009-10-17T19:31:00.000-07:00

Any words on this post or any other obscures and distorts, because they are of the mind. You are "That" which is "aware of" obscurities and distortions and everything else. Without You to be "aware of," nothing exists. What this You is, cannot be touched by the mind.

Give up!

THINKING WITH OUR HEARTS

2009-10-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

OH MY...PLEASE OPEN THIS. IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4k-qRnztV4

ONE BEING, BEING IT ALL

2009-10-16T14:52:00.000-07:00

One Being, being it All. Being is neutral. It’s all the same. One silent, invisible, thought free space appearing to it Self, as All That Is, in the day dream, night dream and non-dreaming state. There is nothing separate from “This”…..there is no “doer” no “little separate entity” behind it all. It is One movement, One Power, One Space, One Light, One Force, unborn and undying. This Force lets every appearance parade before it, untouched by the shadows, smoke and mirrors. “This” is always available. If something other than peace and this silent, invisible, thought free space of joy is valued, it is because of some egoic pleasure or payoff. “This” joy and peace is your natural state.

CHECK IT OUT

2009-10-16T12:30:00.000-07:00

Rest in Being

Rest in Awareness

Rest BEHIND as the Observing Presence of SELF

Awareness, Presence, Objects, Appearances, Life, all SELF

The One Force that enlivens all of the fields of experiences

NO SEPARATION

What these labels are pointing to is not a "doing"

This Force is always fully Present and Alive

here, here, and here

CHECK IT OUT

You may find your true nature is "simple" Joy and Peace

with no where to go, and nothing to get
　

WHO AM I?

2009-10-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

SENT THE FOLLOWING NOTE TO SCOTT KILOBY THIS MORNING. HIS RESPONSE IS AT THE END OF THE TEXT.

Who is Toni? A fictitious character that appears to do things and is nothing but an appearance. The persona continues to do what it does, it just isn't my identity anymore. Do I have an identity? I don't know? I Am. That's it. The rest is a story. The story is fine as long as I do not take it to be more than it is. Everything happens on its own. No problems exists unless there is an identification with the thinking mind and its version of a problem.

It isn't easy to put this into words. Silence, Awareness, Presence, Emptiness speaks volumes. The rest is a play with words.

Life is so simple, lots, and lots of space. What is "here,"and what is aware of "here" is all One. No separation anywhere.

_______________________________________________________

E-mail from Scott:

In a message dated 10/15/2009 2:39:47 P.M. Central Daylight Time, tonimariem@comcast.net writes:

It isn't easy to put this into words.

You just did. Just trust that completely. In fact, there is no Toni to trust that completely. You are that completely. You said it. I am THAT. Our whole lives we were trying to make it more difficult than it really is. :) I say...post that email because it is really lovely

THE POWER OF BEING

2009-10-14T17:34:00.000-07:00

There is a book out there by Dr. David R. Hawkins called "The Eye of the I". For years the meaning of that title was unclear.

Currently, it seems to point to a "shift in identity." Let me explain.

The "EYE" is what "I" Am, "You" Am - as AWARENESS. (Not "my" or "your" Awareness, just Awareness it self.) And the "I"- is the Source of that Awareness and THE SOURCE OF EVERYTHING/All Power. This Source or Everything, is what Dr. Hawkins refers to as the "I" or "the Great Oz." Other common labels for "I" is God, Consciousness, and the Universe. All of which is really the Nameless as Unconditional Love, Total Consciousness or Source. These too are just words, sounds, pointing to "That."

We once thought we were the body, thoughts, and intellect (BTI). But as identity changes, BTI runs beautifully on its own (as it always has). The identity change is that of Awareness, Presence, Silence, or Space. We are at home as "That" which watches the Reality of "What Is" - here, here, and here. What becomes comical is the little Ego. The Ego is seen as being made up of nothing more than thoughts. The thoughts kept saying that there was a "separate entity," called "me," behind the complex automatic functions of BTI. That worn out story eventually is seen as a trick, a lie, a conditioned belief. As Awareness, the persona continues doing its thing, it just isn't seen as my identity any longer.

What a trip to just Be. Consciousness is no longer efforting "to be this or get that." If the energy of wanting arises, so what? It has nothing to do with "Me" as a unit or point of Power, a point of Awareness, or Presence. The "wanting" simply returns effortlessly, "untouched" and "unclaimed" to the Source from which it sprang.

Somehow as this One Power lives us, we find our Being is happy. This, whatever "This is" feels full, complete, and lacking nothing. The Intelligent Silence guides and lights the way, as it always has, but this time there is no imagined separation.

We begin to TRUST this Power as it rests deeper and deeper.

We RELAX more and more as IT recognizes its undivided,

whole SELF as unborn and undying.